I have been shooting seriously since the first part of January, until then I had not picked up a bow in a long time (7-8 years at least). I started off shooting a Bear Truth2 at 5 spots and was scoring decent but not great, had one 300 46X game and that was it. Then a gentleman in our club let me borrow one of his older Darton target bows with a toxonics target sight and my scores started to improve drastically. I am now shooting a 294 36X average.
Lately when I have been shooting I have been getting horribly frustrated. Whether its right or not everytime I step up to the line I expect perfection out of myself always have and always will no matter what I am doing. When I played golf I was never happy with anything over par for the round and most of the time wasn't even happy with par because I always knew that I made stupid mistakes that caused me to drop strokes. It was no different when I pitched for my college baseball team, I was never happy unless I placed my pitch exactly where I wanted it and not an inch off. It has always been this mentality that has driven me to keep getting better. I would use that frustration to figure out how to get better and usually did.
Lately when I have been down at the range shooting I have been having 5-6 shots a round that feel perfect, the shot isn't forced, everything feels like it falls into place where it should but yet I throw the arrow. Yesterday I threw 4 arrows completely off the target but everything about the shot felt perfect and it frustrated the hell out of me.
On top of that I feel like I have leveled off lately my last 8 or 9 scores have been identical 294 34X with 18X's coming in the first half and 16X in the second half. I know that I should be happy with these scores since I jsut started but like I said before I am not happy with anything but perfection. How do you stop yourself from pushing to hard and going backwards instead of forwards?