I have been the most unfairly treated archer in my country! I have shot for 9 years and it has been a roller coaster ride for me. Anyway I have been enduring this particular Arsehole for years. Let me tell you abit about me. I have been a compound archer for 9 years and during this years, I have achieved a fair share of the national championships medals. Notice I said "national" and not international? Yes I have been one of the seniors in the team but I have not been given chances to go for major overseas shoots! The only one I've been to is the 13th Asian Archery Championship and thats it! The reason being that this arsehole hated me. For whatever reason? Its because I am on good term with his enemy and he is jealous or afraid I don't know and he is finding ways to bring me down! For 9 years I am not given the sports grant that is supposed to be given to the upper lever athletes because this arsehole will make up reason not to give me. FOR 9 YEARS CAN YOU IMAGINE??? Those who shot not as long as me has got theirs for years. Just recently I was being sacked from the team because I was late for training. It is a terrible mistake. He has been eyeing for me to make a single mistake to bring me down and when I am late, he at once cease the opportunity to sack me. This arsehole has a mouth of a rotten egg. He uses others name to say what he wanted and shift blame on you for years. Everyone knows that but everyone kept quiet. Ok so on the day I was late, he called my mobile and said,"I was told you are late. The coach wants to sack you from the team but I told him to keep you. I tried so hard to keep you but the coach insist that you are to be sack." Upon hearing this crap I resigned on my own but I knew he was using the coach's name to sack me so I called up the coach and the coach was so shocked to hear that. He told me to confirm with some other witnesses that this arsehole is the one who wanted to sack me and not the coach. The coach has always wanted to keep me. This is just one of the many many cases of him using others name to shift blame. Ok back to me. I have been aiming on this particular competition for many years but somehow did not have a chance to go because it is a only recurve tournament. Being the upper level compound archer, I gave up compound and switched to recurve, all for the dream of going to the competition. Then it ended that they suddenly put compound into the tournament I wanted to go so I switched back to compound. I followed the program so hard and suddenly, fall into a slump for 2 trials and someone who did not follow the training schedule came for the trial and shot higher than me and was selected as the tournament team member. I not being selected after trying so so hard and doing anything to achieve my goal is a major blow to me. Now he wanted to sack me when I was late for once and after trying so darn hard? You know guys. Almost all the archers here make mistake, some don't come for training at all, some walk away during shoots and some talk and joke on the shooting line but they are given chances upon chances but why am I the unlucky one? I have been enduring this years after years but it is the thought of shooting that keeps me going. I am down to this stage where I feel like quitting. Am I really unlucky?